No Changes

When I started this blog I promised myself to get more organized. My life seemed very structured to everyone else around me but every day when I saw the pile of clothes on the floor and papers on my desk – I couldn’t see the actual floor nor the desk – I felt disappointed in myself.

It’s been two years since this first post and nothing has changed. At all. I have phases where I try to keep up with the aims I set for the day but then after a while I just ignore the little voice in my head and go back to my old habits.

Yesterday, the feeling I get before one of those phases started creeping up my chest again. I could have predicted it, since I started reading The To-Do List by Mark Gayle a couple of weeks ago. Let’s see whether it’s going to be one of those phases or if I can change this time.